Who are you

So many things happen and finally im letting off my bread and butter.

After a while , keeping in touch with anak ayam . but it ticks me off when he said, ’NAPE TAK BERITAHU’.

Eh hello. why in the earth i would tell u? who are you again??

9 more days

another 9 days left for me to settle everything before revert back home. i mean. real home.

i know those will badmouth me but seriously i wont give a damn anymore.

its getting lonelier. getting more homesick as ever. with friend that so-called friend.. really makes me nauseas. its too much of kaki kipas. cant take it anymore.

thus this friend of mine gave something to inspire me.. erm u guys too i hope.. :)

she said;
biatch, im good to u not cuz i want to be your friend. Its bcuz i want to be in the job.

Anddd it burnsss~ ahaks.

exam lagi.

invigilate ftw exam at msu for the last time. yeay!!

exam

invigilate exam in sentral for the last time. geh~

Blur tak sudah

Assalam and good day.

Habit. Dok mengemel. kira signature le tu. Good. Good.

I forgot one of the very important incident that happened a year ago. Almost two years to be exact. Ha.Ha. Not much important to be said. but. My friend says the most unforgettable to her. Geh~

During students' interpersonal camp. Lunch time. We (i with another 2 lecturers) assist on portioning food among students. Then, by our turn to have our lunch, Datuk K (geh) all of sudden 'cedokkan' curry chicken to my plate. And my friend said. To me. Alone. Just. Me. Really i dont even remember that.. I only remember Dzul bought all of us ice-cream. How cruel. Haha. But my friend said, the moment he helped me with my luncheon, i just put on a blank expressionless face. Ai-yo. Melepas di situ.

Not just that..

I just remembered a few more moments like that happened.. And as usual. Sumpah kau blur!

Damn. I do regret it NOW!

Blur lah kau ni Nadiah..! Kan da melepas. Padan padan.

Without realization, my eyes keep following his shadow.

Without realization, my eyes keep following his shadow.

Aiyoo nak mengajo pun susah la ini macam. Sudah la classroom macam aquarium. Sudah tu time kelas chek hang boleh pulak dok lalu lalang buat signal macam-macam plak sama aku. Dey, jangan macam-macam la sama chek. Mentee chek pun tak de bikin macam ni tau. Hang bley plak report bagai2 sama chek. 'Cik Nadiah, tau tak bla3...'. 'Cik Nadiah takde klas ke arini?'. 'Cik Nadiah tu.. Cik Nadiah ni...'. Aku, tak tanya.

Semester ni pertama kali tak pegang kelas dia. Lain gak la rasa. Pasal chek suka amat kelas ni. No hard feeling. Chek main bantai je cakap. Takde taching2 punyer. And kami heart to heart. 'kamcheng' gitu. Bila pegang klas lain ni rase skema jap.

Semester ni chek notice dia ada rase segan dgn chek. Tah nape. Tak berani nak tegur kalau dia sorg. Kalau aaron atau yaya tegur baru dia pun sibuk2 nak tunjuk muka. Sama gak sama safuan n junaidi (mereka ni student-lecturer cari gaduh terbaik chek) tegur baru dia nak masuk port sama.

Sejak bile eh?
Takkan sejak dia ajak lunch aku tolak kot??
weyh3, aku busy kot time tu. takkan taching sudah.
Takkan sejak dia tanya aku buat bodo?
weyh3 aku tengah bengang kot time tu. takkan taching sudah.
Takkan sejak aku ignore dia sebulan?


Tapi ape pun, momen yang sangat2 tak boleh chek blah time chek tengah fokus mengajo boleh pulak dia tetibe cakap 'cik nadiah, dulu saya ade la orang yang saya nak jaga.. sekarang takde dah'. beeep. beeep. boleh tak bayangkan muke aku dah macamane. nampak sangat kau tak fokus kan!? Dalam hati aku, 'ade aku tanye ke bro?'. sheyhhh~.

#yesterday hari yang paling banyak dok panggil 'cik nadiah'. cet. nak ole2 ler tuuu~

Orang Tua.

Datuk K.

Buat pertama kali aku rase orang yang lebih tue dari aku menarik. Maksud aku, interesting. Menarik. Ye, menarik. Kategori apa? Tak berapa pasti. Yang pastu aku rase tali aku ade tertarik sedikit. Pelik. Aku. Yang cita rasa aku semua budak bawah umur. Ye, underage. Nakama aku pun naik heran. Bila aku cakap orang tue itu chomel. Ye chomel. Cute. Lol. Dan bila aku kata tue, memang kategori tue. Bukan setahun, bukan dua tahun. Malah nak menjangkau 30-an pun. Gila, bukan?.