Better to write for yourself and have no public,
than to write for the public and have no self
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Tuesday, January 1, 2013

pengakhiran 2012.

30/12/12.
atuk aku menghembuskan nafas beliau yang terakhir di atas kerusi yang sama dengan arwah nenek aku. Secara tiba-tiba. The same way. A-fatihah.
Aku kerja pada petang itu dan tak pernah merempit sebegitu rupa turun ke jb.
Alhamdulillah urusan selesai dengan mudah walaupun hujan.

31/12/12
sepatutnya aku ambil emergency leave tapi tak sampai hati meninggalkan tanggungjawab kerja di bahu kawan aku. Macam biasa, ambil tren senandung sutera dari kluang ke kuala lumpur pukul 1.30 pg.
Jiran sebelah ambil seat aku. Dari jb mungkin. peduli ape. aku kejut dy. hey thats my seat. 
Tah mcmane, kitorg boleh borak all the way til gemas mcm dah lama kenal. then aku ckp aku nk tido cuz nanti aku terus p keje. 
Tersedar tiba2 ada jacket di sebelah kepala aku. baiknye dia. humanity restored.
Sesampai kl, dia bg fb n no dia. tah nape, aku pun boleh bg no aku. Aku fikir aku mmg akan tukar nombor hp pun tak lama lagi. So no big deal lah.
Continue to msg each other till evening. eh, more to he calls me. 
Mlm hari tiba-tiba dia propose aku jadi awek dia. Whut?? I Said no cuz we just met! Then he said oo dah curi hati saya awak nak lari., 
Another cheezy lines from guys by which im already immuned.
I said all i can be for now is a friend. Look, we didnt know each other's name by the way.
As usual, he said he won't give up. 

urghh... whatever dude. Lets wait and see how long can u bear. and how strong can u fight.
but the biggest problem is,.. 

He is 3 years younger than me! 

Arghhh! Im so through with younger bf!



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