Who Am I?
I am an extraordinary girl who stuck in this common world and has been trying to seek some uncommon things to happen in her life.
Haha. You wish la beb.
Kidding kidding...
I don't know how to describe myself since i still in the progress in acknowledge myself. Pity. Have to build more confidence in myself. Too ambil mudah in everything. Less care in people's impression on myself. When i went out. Prefer to go by myself. Unsocialize? Maybe. Seriously I have to change myself all over again.
Again? Cuz Me in the past is seriously is the totally different me. You don't know. And you won't know. I has been suppressing that memory of me. Manage? Yeah. That is why if you ask me how was my childhood, I have no idea. Lost. Not all but just a pieces of it still i remember. Like, i cried so much cuz i hate school and I don't want to go to school unless this teacher of mine teach me. Brats.
But i do remember when i change. Who break my wall. The wall that i have built so thick to prevent myself from being hurts by this cruel world. The first person who make me smile, laugh a lot. The first time i ever known laughing so hard can hurt your cheek. The first person who make my tight cheek loose. I owe you all happiness, buddy.
Now? I think i have started to build that wall again. Enough of the hurtings i ever had all this time. Childish but it is the safest way.
Smile.
ni senyum sarcastic doh |
2 chiLLin':
hmm, bkn je sarcastic doh,...mcm pakse je snyum 2....
haha tak nampak tu ade selotep kat pipi hahahahaha
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